Wednesday, November 17, 2010

2 1 4 8

From our address, No 2 SS 14/8B, that has been our code, mine at least.

I am preparing to leave home. Our home since 1981. All our memories are here, all our experiences from here. Every corner here is mum and dad. The kitchen is mum, the garden is dad and mum, the fridge is dad, the hall is mum, curtains mum, storeroom dad.. I can go on forever, but the final is that I am still leaving this all behind.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Almost Gong Xi Fa Cai

Haiz.. Its coming to Chinese New Year season.

Just when I thought that I was getting strong, its the same feelings of loss again. Almost 1 year ago mum played ginrummy, i proposed, dad was dead tired, but the whole family was together. All of us were really together. Who would have ever figured that it was our last CNY together. No Mum, No Dad.

All these years this house has been noisy every CNY, and now this year it will be in peace. If mum and dad was to come back to visit, they wouldn't recognize it. A lifeless house, no longer the home that we all shared during CNY. Can I let this happen? What if they come back for CNY?